Won't Even Start

by Nic39uy   Jun 4, 2009


Tonight was just any ordinary night
Everything going as it always does
Except something happen which changed
This daily basis night of mines

A phone call which surprised me greatly
It was a voice which I have long forgotten
The voice was angelic and soothing
Yet it put tears in my eye and made my heart ache

Ironic how the wall I built up for so long
Came crumbling down by just her voice
Answering so hesitantly, could've just pretend
That it was a wrong number and hand up

But I was being me, a Nice Guy,
I just had to answer and pretend like
Nothing had happen in the past
Between the both of us

Though I always had a piece of you under my skin,
It's always there no matter where I've been
Even after all this time, I thought you took it back
But it seems you mistook mines by accident

Is that why these feelings still remain
Is that why I still feel this pain every time
Someone calls or says your name?
If so, then why did you leave me then?

So if I we do meet up again
At where we first met and kissed
I'm going to pretend that we never met
And turn my face and walk away

Because there is no use in small talk
Because if I look into your eyes
I know I'll have to say goodbye
And that will break my heart again

So I won't even start...
I won't even start this up again...
I wished its true, that's the best
I can do for you because we're nothing

I know you'll probably find love
In someone new that will love you right
So I have to let you go
Though it's hard to do so

Returning what rightfully belongs to you
I pick up what seems to be the remains
Of my precious tattered heart...
And say good-bye one last time...

3:36am
6-04-09

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