My Turn

Please, help me,
save me right now
Strangle me, drown me,
I don't really care how.

Just make it go away
this feeling I've grown
Causing whiplash
from all of the emotions being thrown.

This thing I crave
seems irresistible
It knocks me off of my feet
leaving me unstable.

I wish for him,
I urge for more.
The heat flushes down
right to the core.

For he's the one thing
I seem to regret
The twisted love story
I'll never get.

I wonder how long
it will take for me
to understand
it's just not meant to be.

No matter how many times
he aches my heart
I'm back at the beginning,
back at the start.

Just a little girl,
someday I'll learn
That stealing his heart
will never be my turn.