Once we were...

Once we were unseperable
nothing could tear us apart
we always did what we wanted to
agreed on everything for the most part

we laughed about the same things
we always had something to say
watched the bloodiest movies
while in your arms I would lay

I opened up to you
I trusted you unconditionally
you substituted the family I never had
with you I felt free

somewhere somehow
something changed
something I can't describe
I feel deranged

we have nothing left to say
something tore us apart
something I can't define
you broke my heart

when I tell you
that it's not the same
you tell me different
am I to blame???

open your mouth and speak to me
because I can no longer pretend
I am not a psychic
thought you was my best friend

no matter how bad things are
I will always be there when you are in need
although you hurt me more than anything
you cut me open and let me bleed

the safety I once felt
the comfortness you once gave me
is blown away
you left me feeling empty

i hope one day
things will be the same again
when we laughed and giggled
in my heart you'll always remain