I saw you today..
Each day worse then the last
You sleep
Barely eat
The cancer is surely taking control
Your fighting I know
But fear this time says its going to one day win
Even you're doubting your recovery now
I see it in your eyes how scared you are this time
Its back and dangerous
Its in control
Things are more complicated
There is so much pain that you're weakening
I don't ever recall a time you were like this
You've always been positive before
And yet this time its like the fight has been taken from you
Its scary to see you so dependent on others
I wish so much that I could take this from you
Bring you a miracle and help you through this
But unfortunate for us only you can do anything
And all I can do is stand by and watch
I see your strength waver and fade
I see guilt in your eyes
I see the pain you try to hide
I see the fear that we all have
I see that the cancer wants to win
I see that we're doing all we can do
I hope against any odds
That we can win this fight
I'm not ready to lose someone else.
Not like this.
Wish It would never come to pass.
