Forever

I feel so low, so shitty.

I feel like the whole world would be totaly okay with squashing me, flicking me away as it laughs �I ruined you again�

I feel lke my time has rn out because

today I saw what could be

what is possible

and relzied that is probably the last time I will ever have the chance

to see that.

that i will never again be able to have this that my chance is over.

I feel like I am nothing, like life is nothing.

Why am i so down over nothing? over such a small tiny miniscule unimportant thing?

Why does my body feel like giving up?

why is my mind

smoking

over run

over raught

why am I contemplating

not waking up

when it�s such a small tiny miniscule unimportant thing?

why do I feel like I dnt evenw ant to be okay?

why does it hurt this much?

I�ve had crushes before

so why do I feel like

I just want to give up

forever?