A Prayer

Dear lord are u listening to me

Dear lord itz u I need

I get on my knees and say I need you

Plz I give u everything help me get through

Listen to the words im typing and the thoughts in my mind

Plz help me I need u give me this time

I have so much thingz going on so much pain

And I believe I can go to u you�ll help all I gotta do is call on ur name

This prayer is 4 u to read and to see

This is sumthing I needa get off this isn�t ez

Take all this pain anger away

Plz god let it all go away

I know I can trust u

Thatz why im coming to u

I feel u right by me reading this over my shoulder

I feel my ro0m getting a lil bit colder

I know ur watching my every move I make

Every chance u give me I must take

Ur the only one who knows whatz go0d 4 me

The one who wont let me down the one who

Would just let me be free

I know u see wat I go through

I no u hate the tears I give

U just want me to be a regular kid

I think wat ur saying to me in my head right now

Is to stop let me guide u let me show u how

I no u want me to be strong

And let u in charge so nothing could go wrong

I cant do this on my own I need u

I needa stop doubting u and be the one thing

U desire is to be true

I been saved just to get to no what I missed

And this is wat I found u how can I 4get

I ask 4 ur 4giveness as of right now

To show u I need u to keep me from going down

My fingers keep on typing it keeps going

The wordz in my mind rhyming it keeps on flowing

You gave me this blessing of writing I need to use

Becuz the other ones weren�t right the one I use 2 do

The ones were bad why did I cho0se

And u hated the fact I hurted myself so this is why u gave me

Sumthing else to try out sumthing new

I use it wisely I just write the feeling I have

My happiness my saddness when im mad

But now I need to go to u 4 everything that hurts

You are the lord my savior ur the one who saved me right from birth

I no u keep me in dis world 4 sumthing Im not sure

I guess I have to wait and just learn

Give me wingz let me fly like a bird

Speak ur mighty wordz

Ur love your power ur wisdom of speech

All I need is ur help help me I need u to teach me

Where to go to let all this go I really need to think

How u died on that cross to show us how much u cared

And how u will always be there

I am the child of god

The lord I am urz I give me soul to u everything u ask

Help me lord I need to relax

All the stress depression the sorrow

Plz god give me a better 2morrow

Thank u lord 4 giving me this time

I shall come to u ill have u in mind

AMEN