Feeling weak ever moment im not with you
Tossing and turning not knowing what to do
My head hurts I feel dizzy and sad
I�m letting go of what we once had
Looking at old picz and letter of us
Thinking about da lies never any trust
Ashley loves Cisco 4ever was written every where
Now itz gone it all vanished into thin air
I�m gonna miss da baby I love you
And da fall sleep on da phone with you
Im never gonna 4get the things we did
Im never gonna 4get how we almost had our 1st kid
Im gonna miss da way u would hold me tight
Or da way u would stay here till 8 or 9 at night
The way u would pick me up and kiss me
How u would whisper in my ear and say baby
How we used to lean against da car
Lo0k up at da sky and lo0k at da stars
I remember the north star was ours to claim
And im never gonna 4get dat one kiss u gave me in da rain
With out u my life is nothing why do I stay
Ur out of it ur far far away
But I was tired of da pain and da tears
But im gonna miss the time we had 2years
Im gonna cry day and night
But I was tired of this I put up a fight
Now I cant call u mine
Today is our last time
How im trying to hold back these tears
4 what im writing I cant let them out not here
Baby I pray to god just for u to change
But why couldn�t u why r u still da same
Give me a break plz when is my life gonna be with u again
I cant take being away from u Im urs till the end
God plz help me through this pain
Guide me through it dnt let me fail
