I feel its all my fault
I feel so hurt
I cant talk
I cant cry
This girl is slowly pulling away
No one ever wanted me
No one ever cared
I always been alone
I cant do this anymore
They tell me i gonna regret my disions now
That i cant make it on my own
I want to be strong
I cant hold on
Im so confussed
What to do
Were to go
One wrong dission now can change my world
Went out last night
I needed to be with friends
It started with a drink
Then the whole night was gone
Sad to say i finally had a good time
My friends love me
My friends support me
Its just sometime's i cant say no
I know i will never loose my friends
I am falling apart
I am scared of change
Everythings moving to fast
I want a family
I want alot
I just want a chance
People tell me it will be ok
People tell me i can do this
Im sorry somehow i cant believe anyone this
When the days over
Were is everyone?
Sure not living my life
Taking chances to be accepted
Taking chances to survive
I just dont understand
Why my parents dont want me
Why they dont love me
They showed me all i know
NOw im know its all wrong
Its not just starting over
Its learning my hole life was a mistake
I just am so hurt
I need to excape
