Has memories of the pass flash before me.
I notice that you were the one that brought so much happiness.
With every moment I remember about you.
I wish you were really only mine all over again.
But I know deep inside me,
That we'll never be together.
So many walls get in our way for being one.
It makes me wonder if those are the signs ,
That we better off being apart
Frequently you were running through my mind.
Making my heart jump with ever thought.
Giving me those wild butterflies inside.
As time went by I thought it was just all a big crush
But it was never just a crush.
It was something wonderful to feel.
A feeling that I can never be describe in words.
I think about you and the one I'm with now.
That he never gave me this weird feeling when I was with you.
He kisses always so passionate but never like your's.
His hold always so tight and loose at the same time,
But never quiet like your's.
Your holds were unique every time making me forget about the world.
Feeling that your arms around me are my only shield I need.
Your kisses would always leave my mind blankness.
Leaving my lungs gasping for air.
But it doesn't matter I want to hide this feeling I have for you.
Never to be shown to the world.
Be locked forever cause I don't want to feel this way for you anymore
It hurts to much.
It's tearing me inside.
Making me over think everything.
Confusing my thoughts and feelings.
Everything would be just perfectly fine if I didn't felt this way.
Everything I'm thinking about right now would have never been in my mind in the first place.
Those butterflies would just disappear right out of me.
But if I could really do that.
Erase what I'm truly feeling for you.
But I could hide them forever from you.
And the only one that would be getting hurt here would be me.
You would have never have one thought in your mind that I love you.
That I love you so much that I gotta keep it a secret from you.
