I gotta deal with life

I don't mean to be rude, I just got a lot of stuff in my head.
I still can't believe my friend Ben is dead.
I still can't believe that my grandpa is dead.
I've been through a lot of stuff in my life.
I'm constantly dealing with different stuff.
That's just life I guess.
I'm wanting a woman but all I seem to be able to say is hi how are you.
My life isn't that bad both of my trucks are broke down and that's sad.
I feel like my life is going down hill but I gotta deal with life.