When will it stop

I got a call 2day
Everything started to make sense
I became sooo angry
Im releasing it in all the wrong ways

I feel hurt
I feel betraded
I feel used

I dont understand how people can do this to me
I got lead in the wrong direction again
This time i didnt reconize it
This time i gave in

My mom tells me she loves me
My mom acts like she cares
Shes hurting me in everyway possible
I was just to stupid to see it

She talked to my friends
She talked to my dad
She made it so the trust is totally gone

Now i sit here alone
THis weekend i was so happy
Now i relized i was played

I relized im in this alone
I cant even trust my close friends
I cant cry
Im so hurtttttt