5 years now,
and it hasn't gone away
I believed that it was truly here to stay
forever now and forever more
keeping all locks on my mental door
leaving me stranded
gasping for ideas
empty handed
and full of fears
Slowly capturing my feelings
blocking my outside vision
lowering all my ceilings
and making its painful incision
leaving me with no strength to fight back
or any tools for defense
but now I decide to attack
even if its against common sense
Yes, This must be done
and I'm going to give it my best
this won't be that much fun
but I must pass this painful test
for my life advance
and my broken stance
I truly must give it my best
Yes, I'm going to give it my best
Now I might not come back
I might be lost for the remainder of your years
but please don't cry
or spread those tears.
Its all or nothing
and I just can't sit and waste.
I need to flourish
but now I must make haste
