Him?

Understanding him is becoming difficult
to where I stand, to where I belong
In this point of time.

Wanting to see him
but knowing we both have things to do
making it hard to even bother due to things always coming up with one of us, if not both.

A month is coming as of tomarrow
yet nothing has continued father
with the need to hang out but I feel as if I'm being annoying yet you say I'm not, so I'm kinda shocked.

Maybe it's just me or maybe I don't have the truth but I won't worry letting it go for now to see what happens in the days to come.
I stand back to watch the times go by woundering if its going to stay or end.