I'm sitting here without you
Becoming lost in thought
I wonder if you mean this love
If this is truly what you've sought.
I know I can be a let down
And I know I get hard to be around
I know that you'll love me despite that
But in these doubts, I start to drown.
Am I really a failure to you?
Do you mean all those angry words you say?
I'm afraid my inadequacy will end us
I don't want us to turn out that way.
Circles; they ring around me
Words flowing through my mind
I'm afraid if I wait too long to
Confront this
You may decide to leave me behind.
I couldn't live my life without you
It's just as much yours as mine.
I have to find a way to purge these words,
With my heart out on the line.