I'm having a mental breakdown
my life is falling apart.
It's so lonely living here
with only half a heart.
The walls surrounding me still stand
but my world is crashing down.
It's hard to wear a smile
while your heart bears a frown.
It seems like the worlds against me
Even more so than before.
This time I'm on my own.
You can't fight for me anymore.
All my strength left when i left you
it's a wonder i make it through the day
I live for you Alan
and for you, I will stay.
It doesn't make it hurt any less
knowing I'll see you again
Because for now I am alone
and I will be until then.
