One little sip
A hit of harsh smoke
Does she love me more?
My heart pounds furiously
My stomach turns with disgust
Will she want me again?
A gulp of foul liquor
Another choking gasp for air
Does she see me better?
The room is spinning
My face is burning
Does she care?
My heart is breaking
The silence of tears too loud to ignore
Does she need me now?
Drops fall from my lashes
As the pipe moves to her mouth
Does she feel whole?
Another pass to me
Cold bottles in my hand
Does she notice the trembling of my lips?
Sour smoke filling my lungs
Darkness covers my mind
Does she love me more?
Ignoring who I am
I did it for her
Does she love me now?
