I cant stand this any more, I want things to end,
There is no point living, when I cant stand just being friends,
I do not want to feel this way, but for some reason, I just do,
I guess I just have to live with the fact that I will always love you.
But sometimes it is too hard, whenever I see you around,
It makes me remember what happened and my smile falls to the ground.
No longer can I pretend, that I am happy now you are gone,
Now I can not forget that I have loved you for so long.
How can I forget, how I feel about you?
What can I do, to forget the guy I once knew?
How can I pretend, should I hide behind a mask?
How long will it be before I finish my task?
I cant stand feeling, this way any more,
My heart beat starts to slow as I fall to the floor.
Memories flash, in my mind,
Reminding me, about the love I will leave behind.
No matter what happened, you were always in my heart,
I just could not stand the fact, we were apart.
So do not blame yourself, please just blame me,
For never being someone you could love, and for trying to be more than I could be.
