The best of me.

Every morning the same routine. wake up, get dressed, cook something to eat.your on my mind as i poor some coffee.spilt a little on the table because i started shiveringthe memories of you haunt me day & night my body goes weak, my mind says this isnt righthow could you do this to me?after I gave you a place to stay & food to eat?I took you in when everyone pushed you out.I trusted you, no doubt. I bout you things, you needed. gave you money & clothes. took care of your ungrateful behind let you have whatever i didnt mind.because i loved & cared for you.more than anyone else in the world.you, you were my everything& i though i was your only girl.  until i knew the bitter truthyou just had to go back and forth? well guess what you cant have two. im sorry but you cant have your cake & eat it too boo.i honestly thought what we had was truei thought you were made for me and i was made for you.Ã��Ã�  but when i got that call my heart broke in two i was in total shock when i heard the news i felt fire in my viens & i was so enraged. i loved you once, never again my heart is conclusively & permanately brokenbut im going to pretend like im okay. im leaving everything about you unspokenbecause if i wont let you get the best of me...