Fading Memory

I can't lie to myself anymore.
I need to stop looking at the door.
That day you walked away,
And I had nothing to say.

I try to get over it,
But even now as I sit.
I remember you here,
As down my cheek I feel a tear.

These memories line my head,
Thinking of everything you said.
Trying to contemplate it all,
As I steadily continue my fall.

Now all alone I face my future.
But in my mind she still lures.
I know she'll never come back,
But I still feel that something lacks.

I remember whats lacks and its my heart.
I gave it to you and you left it off the chart.
The chart of your life,
knowing it would bring me strife.

Now these images I let go
And what do I have to show
But a broken heart and unending sorrow.
As I become even more hollow.

Now I look away from the door
Which has made me mentally sore.
But am looking forward
Always and forever more.