The X best Friend

Its such a long story,
but the truth is i miss you to death.
You hurt me almost like i hurt you.
I love my best friend.
The feelings you have for me are too strong
And I'm sorry i cant return them all.

Remember the good times?
Remember the bad?
When your girlfriend cheated on you,
and you decided to cry,
I was there, as you where for me
when i cried over a dumb guy.

I miss you like hell!
But it hurts you too much.
At her party i wanted to talk.
On her birthday we met exactly a year ago.
I wonder if you remember that?

I pick up the phone,
start dialing your number then I hang up.
Its still hard to accept the fact your not there anymore.

Remember the pictures?
the one I look high?
Remember the movies,
and you jumped all the time.

I know it hurts you to love me.
But i Hope you know i love you too.
Maybe not the same way.
But i will ALWAYS be here for you.

Ha remember the mall?
when we dressed you up?
How about the wrestling and i kicked your butt?

When you snuck over and i told you about my childhood.
That was the last time we talked,
The thought never crossed my mind that one day you would leave me for good
We had too much fun.

I remember your laugh.
So hard to forget.
So loud and so childish,
but thats what made you my best friend.

Then Wendy's the drinks Where always on you
(Literally).

I want the best for you,
so please don't do drugs,
You say it helps with the pain.
But Everybody has pain,
Your not the only one.

Everybody says it will be OK,
that you will come back,
but I of all people know how hard headed you are.
You look at me with such hatred at school.
Yet i see the sorrow that still fill your eyes.

But you go behind my back.
Ask how i could care,
When im nothing more but a close person to you.
Just because im not your girl
Doesn't mean i cant love you
And try to take good care of you.

And now, I miss the stranger,
Who used to be my best friend.