I will never be good enough; I know that it is true,
I will never be good enough to love you
You will never love me, you always pretend.
And that is why, I want things to end.
Don't say that I am pretty; I know it is a lie,
Please just leave, don't bother to say goodbye.
Don't say that you love me, I will never believe,
How could you love me, with those cuts under my sleeve?
I know I should not think that way, but it is hard to comprehend,
Why would anyone love me, when I want my life to end?
I don't see why they bother; it is just a waste of time,
No one could understand why I cant leave you behind.
Don't say that you love me, no matter how hard you try,
Whenever someone says that, I think that it is a lie.
They should not care; they shouldn't worry about me,
Because I know I am fine, and as happy as can be.
The mask I have tried to hide behind, has fell apart,
I failed at mending, my broken heart.
I don't know what to do; I don't want to survive,
What the point in trying, when without you there is no point to survive?
One night I sat, alone in my room,
With the blade in my hand, ready to end all my gloom,
I didn't cry, nor did I fight,
Because finally it felt like I had to do what was right.
