Left for numb

I fell to the ground.
but nothing did i feel.
soon i learned the pain is not real.

when i fell the thing i felt,
the pain within.
even though inside
i was beginning to melt.

the that i have been put through.
everyday of pain i have had to Indore.
but i was learning i had much more in store.

i watched as you passed me.
i felt no pain.
even though i froze in the falling rain.

so tell me the truth.
tell me whats pain.
let me fall away from the rain.

i have not yet learned
what life is about.
i can not yet seem to figure it out.