You were my first
I cared about you more than i cared about any other guy
I suffered because of you more than ever
The way you broke my heart was a special one, a pain that lasted for months and months
After we got back together I knew you weren't the one
And as hard as it was to break up and lose you again, i did it.
Now...2 years have passed..and here I am, writing about you.Why?!
I've been with other guys since then, but no one hurt me so bad, I haven't cared about any of them as much as I cared about you
It's not that I'm not over you
I haven't talked to you in 2 years almost
But whenever I think of you, I feel sad
I feel memories rushing through my brain
I feel some remnants of the pain in my heart you caused
I still feel you there and wish maybe that I could see you
But then agian maybe not.
As rare as it is, when you come through my mind, you leave me a feeling of regret, pain, and sadness.
Why?
Do you ever really forget someone you loved? When you break up, where does the love go?
