My hearts not doin fine
to know that your no longer going to be mine
and to have my faith broken in your lies
to have my eyes opened to the dark reality
and now that you are happy being the way you are
temme why you had to keep me with you
for so long
if it never meant anything to you from the start
temme what it will take
to let you go
and even though i want you to stay
i know its more vital for you to go away
cause everyday i move a step closer to you
and it brings nothing but tears
and my hidden fears are no longer me inside
for a girl like me
i had myself defined in you
will it be the same
if we saw each other in heaven
remember my name
and i will carry on
and stay strong
cause i know what is now gone
was once mine
even in dreams
when you hold me in your arms
like the way you promised
i know i won't be able to stay
in heaven without you
time may be able to heal
this pain i go through
but time will never know
what i have gone through
be happy
and as for me
for now
i prefer being on my own
want to slow down
cause all this rush now makes no sense
come down as rain
when i am in pain
cause i know
when i am with you
i know i am in heaven