Everything I touch turns to dust eventually
You feel too far away,
and with these months we can easily crumble
into paths of self-destruction and insanity
Please don't forget me
I've tried to hide from you a dozen times,
just so you wouldn't have to see what I conceal behind charcoal eyes
It still burns in my memory
I know you try, but you can't stop it from controling me
I've spent years living behind closed doors,
and now the demons are anxious to escape
But they're getting caught in iron chains
Everytime I try to touch you, I can feel you start to slip away,
and every kiss you try to give me, I stop you before the feeling stains
These legs aren't only mine, he breathes into me
The imprint forever leaking onto scarred thighs
A bloody wound that will never dry
Never heal to a forgetable size,
because It reminds me all the time
It only hurts when I start to remember
I know you've tried to make it better
But you can't chase the hurt away
It's a memory that will never fade,
because it's implanted deep into my arteries
You will disappear
I will regret these moments forever
I can feel you fading to somewhere other than here,
and I know I won't be able to take it
Vanishing slowly, everything but what I wish would go
But in the beginning, I wanted to let go too
and now that the time has come
I feel myself slipping into a soaking wet summer
and I am letting go of you
