The girl inside me craved passion, love and all of the above
While the boy inside you desired so much less
Or maybe it was I, that stood to be worthless
Your accusations will never say
Because you're scared to tell them the truth, of what really happened that day
We were so alike, but not the same in any way
I asked for some kind of closure,
but you added to my pain
(And I never really got to say this but, thankyousoEFFIN'much)
You pulled me down lower than I'd ever been
Just so I could hit bottom, with/or/without you
But when you hit the floor, she was already there to cushion you,
unlike me who got left out under a chilly July sky, not knowing what to do
(You'vereallydonenothingbutputmedown, and I mean this sincerly, I F'KINGHATEYOU)
The bucket of angry, saddness, depression, that you so kindly handed over,
will never be enough evidence to justify
All the dirty stares they sent from you to me,
just to fill me with more sympathy and remorse(hah.youwish)
Even though everyone would take my side in a heartbeat,
if they only knew
How you tried to put the blame on me just to get through me,
and back to her
You made it worse
I'll say it a million times over, but these false conclusions will remain
You never wanted me
And it's sad, 'cuz I realize now
You'll never go back to being the person,
whom I once knew you to be
