I remember a time, when the stars sung us to sleep,
underneath uprooted trees, and thick skin
I remember a time, when you had just what I needed,
and we stayed up late just talking about plans for the future
Do you remember, being the one thing that kept me from dying?
Would you have remained, if she hadn't kept you from trying?
Or would the summer sun have burn out on us anyway?
It's only been months, but it's felt like years
Everyday I'd wake up without you, then fall asleep to crispy tears
You were a gray guardian, sent from above
But I was never worth your love
Awkward glances, angry stares
Who am I to be compared,
to someone who has forever held you?
I survived the rain without the shelter
You provided the pain, and I began to suffer
Without the one thing I ever saw in myself,
when I was with you
Too bad things change, and now she has you
I can't remember a time, when everything you were made me whole
Probably because you spent forever avoiding that person, you never really got to know
He holds me closer than you, he believes me when I utter the truth
And that's something you could never do
It took me eight whole months to get over,
the person who forgot my face in a matter of days
Then again, you had her there with you
Collecting your makeshift tears in a bucket of pity and love
I can't remember how your voice sounds now
But I don't miss a thing
Because with him I've lost something I always had with you
The feeling of great suffering
