Why wont you tell me

Why wont you tell me.
whats really gonna happen.
you bring out the worst of me.
such a bad habit.

you bring up my hopes.
just so i can watch them tumble and fall.
is this the end.
did it mean anything at all.

you said you loved me .
i guess at that moment it was true .
but why havent these feelings fade?
WHy am i still in love with you.

your still with her .
but i watch and hear how you treat her,
was i not good enough?

we talk now.
not the way we use to.
this has got to freaking END!!!
im sure better off without you.
i mean i have to be .
unless i`d be dead right now.
would you care,
would you speak your mind, once you
knew im gone.
knowing it wouldnt do any good.
when the only time it mattered , it should.