Girl of My Dreams

by Ashley   Jun 21, 2009


We've only just begun,
But all of the sudden she decides were totally done.
All we've fought for,
It was all for nothing.
I guess I love you just isn't enough anymore.
I guess I just got to watch her walk out of my life,
Forever,
There's that stupid word again.
I never believed in forever until she showed up.
She was the girl of my dreams,
Now I have nightmares.
This was for nothing.
I'm left with a broken heart,
I'm holding it in my hands.
I'm left with only memories of her.
She walked right out of my life,
She didn't turn around,
Not a second look,
One girl,
That's all it took,
She was done.
She walked out on me.
She left me alone.
I know she doesn't think of me.
I never thought it would be this hard.
I thought we were meant to be.
Now I see,
We weren't meant to last.
She fell hard for the other girl,
Now I wonder what we were,
What I meant to her,
And if I mean anything to her now.
So many things happened,
So many arguments.
So many attempts to end it,
But I got it,
Now I'm not so sure if that's what I wanted.
The girl,
My girl,
She left.
She's never coming back.
She's out of sight,
Most definitely not out of mind.
I don't know how to let her go,
It usually isn't this hard.
But I fell for her,
The harder you fall,
The harder it is to get past.
She fell for me...
Long ago.
She never really knew me.
She never took the time.
We moved too fast,
Now our break up is just as fast.
Seems she's in love with this one.
A feeling she never felt with me.
She says she cares.
But she never really tried.
Now it's done.
I want her.
But I will never hold her in my arms,
Not even in my dreams,
I only have nightmares now.
I watched the girl of my dreams walk right out of my life.
I will never get her back,
But I will always love her.
But I wish I could hate her...

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