Do you hear the disappointment in my voice?
Is it so familiar to you now that it's become second nature?
When you ask if I am crying, I tell you that I am
Only moments later you leave me, saying you're sorry
I have to say that I know you're not
Because then you wouldn't leave
You can't always be there, if I hear this one more time
I'm going to scream until my lungs burst
You say I'm needy, I asked for it really
A part of me wants to leave you
Just to make you feel how I always
That's the only time you understand
I want you to feel the pain that I feel
Cry the tears that I cry
Cut the skin that I cut
Feel the frustration that I feel
And think the thoughts that I think