I lead a life of simple regrets
things that at the time
had reason, had judgement....
made my heart beat race.
but now hold no glory
no golden lining.
just awkward fumbling.
skin touching skin.... i feel nothing
i regret the scars that cage my body
i regret playing grownup at age 14
i regret my f**cking naivety
i'm now stuck here
with redundant parties, and false friends.
no close to any real making of glory
im scared
i am so scared
one day ill wake up
and my life will have passed me by.
and that my golden linings
will have tarnished
