You mean everything to me

You are my everything
the air i breath
the life i live
i love you more then anything
the whole galaxy put together
till cant describe how much i care
i listen to all the songs we used to listen to now
as i lay in my room crying
i don't understand
why i had to fall
so deep
so fast
i hit the ground hard
only to realize my heart was broken
i look up at you and your new girl
i wounder if she can love you the way i do
as the music takes me deeper into sorrow
i wish upon the stars to bring you back
my heart needs you
its hurting without you
I'm dieing without you
without you there is no more air to breath
no more life to live
i haven't eaten for awhile
my parents are getting worried now
i haven't slept in days
my parents called the doctor
as i lied in my room
feeling sorry for myself
the razor blade against my pale skin
the bright red blood makes the pale skin disappears
shes probably better then i could ever be
shes pretty
shes smart
....
shes everything that i cant be
you still mean the world to me
by the time you read this writing
i will be in deaths grasp
but i want you to know
that i will forever love you
no matter how much it hurts to love you the way i do
i hope she treats you right
i hope she makes you happy
you deserve to be happy
even if I'm no longer going to be around to see it
after death
its all the same
you still mean everything to me