Worried

I am so worried that someone might see
the guilt that plagues every moment of every day,
guilt that kept me form sleep most nights
yet on those rare nights when I could slip into unconsciousness,
guilt made it restless, anxious, and painful.
I wish there was something i could say,
something to change this
but i know any attempt would be useless,
i wish there was some other way,
a way to relieve me of some of the guilt i bear.
but my fate is sealed my path is set, laid out bleakly before me
i am doomed to live this hell another day
guilt without end throughout my days.