You said

by Kay   Jun 14, 2004


You said your arms were always open if i needed a place to hide
when i needed somewhere to go i saw you and your arms open wide
so i went running to your arms a place i called home where i thought i would never get hurt
but when i reached you you disappeared i fell and got a face full of dirt
i laid there crying as the reality of the last 6 months finally hit
you never really held me or protected me you were never mine i never had sh**
i thought i had your heart i said i would never break it and i never did though i could any ways cause it was with her in another place
you said you would never hit me but every lie you told was another blow to my face
you didn't just break my heart you ruined all my childhood dreams
you made me cry every night made me look pathetic by bringing me to my knees
not much has changed I'm still on my knees and i still cry
and your still telling us your no longer gonna lie
how could this happen to me how could i be so blind
deep down i knew you were pretending but i didn't want to face it i guess my love for you controlled my mind
you said you would always be there to catch me if i were to fall
but you were always inches away when i fell looking down on me and making me feel small
I'm so scared and once again alone there was no one to catch me so i hit the ground
I'm to weak to get up this time and there's no one to help no one around
i used to get up by myself so wouldn't look weak but that was before
now i need someone and there's no one there i don't know if i can take much more
will this ever end or am i just a toy every one throws down when they decide there threw
you said you were my prince charming and you would try to make my dreams come true
i thought all my dreams were becoming real i thought there was nothing else i could ask for
but only because you made me believe you loved me made me believe you would never walk out the door
there was only one dream left and then i swore it would really happen one day
that was us getting married but now you say with her is where your going to stay
why would you do this to me i love you with everything i had
you always do this turn a good thing you have into something bad
you said when i thought no one cared about me and no one loved me you always would and you would always be there
well i don't think anyone loves me or wants me but your not here so i guess you don't really care
I'm screaming your name desperately wanting you to be at my side
cant one thing you said to me be true cant you say my name with just a little pride
cant someone anyone i don't care who just hold me tight
and tell me I'm a great person and mean it when they say its going to be alright
i want to know what its like for life to be great and its like to be tall
you said a lot of thing to me and i believed it all made me feel strong built me up and made me feel tall but now i know the truth and I'm back to being weak and back to being small

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  • 20 years ago

    by Daniel Mulvany

    You know if you ever need to talk to me im here.

  • 20 years ago

    by Kay

    wow ok here goes nothing..lol
    Kyleigh... i know that feeling being inlove with someone and find out they kissed someone else. its so hard i know. trust me. anyways, if he is man enough to tell you then you should give him another chance. i mean it is better then not knowing or having someone else tell you. a gurl cant depend on a guy..but a guy can be a life saver through certain things if ya know what i mean. i think you should give him another chance he seems to really care about you. i hope that helps. if not i trully am sorry. you should atleast talk to him and here him out. lylas!
    much love,
    ~Kay~

    Mitch,
    well hey mitch im krystle aka kay. yea i think im one of her friends i dont know, depends on if she considors me one. dont give up. if you do then you dont love her. you have to find ways to prove to her that you love her. anyway you can think of do it. tell her show her and dont lie. only say and do things that are real. yea i think you do love her, but im not the one that has to believe it she is. i can relate to this trust me. but anyways..ill talk to her and see what i can do. i know it would mean alot. and by the way thanks for voting on it. im gonna try my best here but you have to help. good luck!
    much love,
    ~Kay~

  • 20 years ago

    by David

    This poem grabbed me. simply because of all the emotions that was put into it.
    nice rhymes too.
    -David

  • 20 years ago

    by BaybeBlew

    Wow, hey super poem. It was really long, but held my attention. I had alot of emotion in it, well writen too. I hope your feeling better, alot of people can relate to this kinda poem. Remember, boys arn't worth your tears, and the one that is, will never make you cry. Don't dwell on the past, be happy.
    Luv,

    -Blue