I remember the pain
That you left behind
The time that has passed
Has not been kind
Ive spent many nights thinking
That you were the best I ever had
I wish I could tell you
But the result would be bad
Yet I cant seem to stop thinking
About all that weve been through
I wonder if you still think of me
Like I still think of you
And to be completely honest
Youre something I dont want to forget
Because absolute happiness
Is something I cant regret
They tell me it will get better
But I know that thats a lie
Because nothing can make this easier
Not distance or people or time
I remember the day we fell apart
Its so clear in my head
I still love you with all my heart
But I pretend I dont instead
I know I said I was completely over you
But Im afraid it isnt so
Because my deceiving, well-trained heart
Will never let you go
