Not Me

Today is where,
I prove you wrong.
I'm not the girl,
you knew all along.

I'm darker than her,
Want to see ?
Haterdy rages within.
This is the real me.

So grab my hand,
concentrate.
I can show you,
all of my hate.

Prepare.
'Cause here it comes.
My despise for you.
It never numbs.

I'd like to slit your throat,
and drain your blood.
Cut you in pieces,
and cause a flood.

This is only minor,
to how I feel.
other emotions,
I've yet to un-reel.

Maybe you'd understand,
if you were me.
But you're not,
leaving me the only to see.