This Again

Ripping,cutting
Forever burning
Screaming,crying
Endless dying

Again and again
Failure in hand
Back again
Insecurities in the head

Failures repeating
Again with the sinning
Careless attention
Payed for the lesson

This again plays over and over
Night after night never again sober
Prayers like wishes go unanswered
Hope is something i have not mastered