Awkward. Some people are just awkward
It's the way they are
I admit I am very awkward
And I don't even have to try
No matter what I say
No matter what I do
Something about me
Just makes me far less appealing
Then person A over there
I don't mind being ignored
I don't mind it one bit
I'd rather feel like an outcast
Then try and make myself fit
.. with this crowd
You know the one, everyone smiling
Making their enjoyment known
With loud voices and laughter
I would rather sit in a corner
And let the world fade away
Instead I'm sitting at this table
And I don't even know why
I'm not adding to the conversation
Hell I don't even try
I have nothing to say
that could change their opinions
of me
There's nothing I could do
to make them think I'm worth something
I don't mind it though
It doesn't hurt to know
That I don't fit with them
It doesn't make my eyes tear up
After attempt and attempt
Only to have them pull the same garbage
It doesn't make me angry
It doesn't make me wonder why I even tried
Why do the experiment when the outcome is the same
At the end of the day... No one will even remember my name