Love, Hate, Forgive, and Forget

These deep cuts slit upon my wrist that you see
Tell a different story, a bad memory
Memories of hate and pain
Reminding me I'll never be the same

Each cut made slowly and deep
Telling myself maybe someday I can sleep
Maybe I can leave, forget about pain, forget about hate
Knowing it'll never be too late

It seems as if I just don't belong here
I don't hate life, I hate myself and the future's what I fear
I know I am loved, and I know I am hated
I just wish the ones I love would have waited

They have given up on me and pretend I don't exist
I wish I had done better, but they're gone and they'll be missed
So, I'm sorry for what I have done and what I will do
I do still care, that what I'm trying to prove

Forgive me for the mistakes I make
Forgive me for always apologizing too late
Forgive me for not reminding myself that I am loved
I guess hearing people say they care just isn't enough

I don't know what else to do
What path to choose
Maybe I'll be okay
Just maybe for another day

Being alive is sometimes something I regret
I guess that just reminds me life's about
Love, Hate, Forgive, and Forget