I'm content living in the boundaries of my own mind.
Living with nobody else in there.
No thoughts to corrupt my schedule. No distractions.
Just me on my own. No glimmer of hope.
The sparkle he once said was in my eyes is gone.
Just like the love we once had.
Full of hopes, dreams, and happiness. It's gone.
You look into my eyes now. And see nothing.
Nothing. It's what I long for, want, and need.
It's where I am but can't find.
Who knew nothing could be so confusing?
Why am I so confusing?
Why can't we live in a world of simplicity?
For now we must settle with chaos.
So here I sit alone in my room.
I drown out my thoughts with Lips of an Angel.
If I didn't, who knows what I would say. Inside or out.
I'm losing my soul to the music. It's the only way.
I either lose myself to the music. Or the devil. Either way.
I don't have you.
I can feel the whole room moving, shaking around.
Threatening to crumble just like my heart did.
It's like the world is telling me it's moving on.
With or without me.
I have a choice to make, yet again.
If i don't make it soon. I'll end up alone.
