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by Seth Rowley Jun 30, 2009 category : Internet slang / life, society
I feel like people are treating me as If I'm a jerk. I don't like to smoke weed or drink. I don't really get myself in trouble. I'm scared of Luisa's husband but Luisa and Me don't do anything. The only thing Luisa and me are doing is walking. I like Carrie too I just don't know what to do. Luisa is the only woman I want! I just wish I had what her husband and Juan got. I just have to face the fact that Luisa doesn't like me in the same way I like her. It kills me to say that because I want her to like me. If I had her I probably wouldn't know what to do with it. I probably won't ever do anything with it. Do I really want to do anything with it? What is it? I got to watch myself because I don't want to slip up and fall. I want to be able to break my fall. So what I'm gonna do is keep on picking up trash in my garage. When we go walking I'm going to keep trying. Even if I feel like crying! Maybe someday she'll realize what a special man I am. I just hope it works out for the best of us. I really need her love. I got to be a big man and never fail that is part of my plan. I'll always do everything she wants me to do. Even if I never get to screw! Why is my mouth so filthy? It's hard and easy being me. I want to start going back to church. I wish god would let me off Saturday.