Beautiful Disaster

by xxVictoriaxxTheresexx   Jun 30, 2009


Dark brown eyes filled by tears of pain
She cuts and cuts till memories fade
She wants so bad to end this life
Shes lost her strength through the turmoil and strife

The mistakes made hosts are debts she now pays
Her heart is weak, her mind corrupt
Every night is time to give up

Just one more break, just one more fall
Her heart alone murmurs
Shes lost it all

The love that surrounds her, she piles away
Her will to live slips farther each and every day
And every night before bed
She hopes and prays that God leaves her dead

She doesn't whimper, she doesn't whine
Carving out blood one day at a time

When death brought up she knows no fear,
Just the wish, the need .. to disappear

Shes always helping others, she loves to build up their dreams
But with each of their problems, her soul silently screams
She cant bear more of their burdens
She cant fix more of their fears
But she will never show her worry, theyll never see a tear

You wish to ask her why she wants herself gone
The answer youll get is her life has gone on much too long

Too many disappointments
Too many well covered lies
Too many deaths and dying,
Too many more goodbyes

Her heart doesn't hunger for attention
Her mind is too long gone
She only hungers for peace
She longs never to meet dawn

Her nights are slow and ghastly
Grieving grasps her mind
Shell never get a good nights sleep
But a lying smile is what youll find

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  • 14 years ago

    by Mimed Lovette

    I thought that this is such an awesome write. I loved the repetitions of the words "too many..." It brings about this sorrowful sadness to readers.
    And if you were to ask what was my favourite line, it has got to be this, "Her heart alone murmurs"
    ^ ^ ^
    I loved the personification right here. You deserve a 5/5 from me girl! (:

  • 14 years ago

    by Mimed Lovette

    Keep going on strong (: I can relate, 5/5

  • 14 years ago

    by Silently He walks

    Wow. That says alot. Just to think of the messages we shared and how I vented to you not knowing it just might add to the burden on your shoulders. I can't say much but I will say you are a talented smart and helpful individual. I would hate for someone I just met to wish themself gone. Especially since that person is my own personal escape... I'll pray for the gods to watch over you while you sleep tonight.
    ~~Silent~~

  • 15 years ago

    by Em

    So sad, touching and very emotional. Flawless write, 5/5. Em

  • 15 years ago

    by Oguz kaan

    Cool