Aw... this is very strange but I can relate to this poem... I'm going through something similar... I've been hurting the person I love lately even though I don't mean to and it's hard because I try to fix myself and then I do something stupid to hurt him again.. I think you can get through this.. as long as you both are committed to the relationship! Anyway, sorry I know I'm blabbing but I really got into the poem. You've successfully written about your feelings and produced a good poem! :)