I thought she was my lover, my partner, my friend
until the day she brought it to an end
she said that she cant trust me from a mistake I made
I was heart broken, confused , and lost in my own head
I felt that my mistake was a forgivable one
she chose to relate it to another mans and it weighed on her a ton
four months she portrayed these feelings as a lie
when I asked her why she was so cold she started to cry
she said she was leaving without including me
because she lost her trust this is how it must be
thinking of how she invaded my privacy
I wonder if she ever had trust in anyone, including me
when she said please dont leave me
that night on the couch
I never thought I would see
such a punch in my mouth
now she waits for her time to leave
everything she does seems like somethings up her sleeve
always in secret as she talks on the phone
it used to be with me now I feel so alone
I believed that love was in my life at last
never knowing it would be gone so fast
my heart was closed for years before her
now it will take a miracle to get it to stir
as I wait for what they say will come
I feel that love was only meant for some
it may take years to open up again
but I will always know that my dog will always
love me for who I am
