I drag the knife across my flesh,
Dancing, throwing it's deadly gaze over me.
It seeps out my blood and drains it.
I reach deep into my chest and rip my heart out.
But it's black and blue.
Dripping with a deadly red blood.
Cursing me as it falls off my fingertips.
The desire, here burns within me.
For something I should deny, nor take the chance.
My mind, fluttering with strange words.
It yearns to let go, to be happy.
But this feeling is taking over me, consuming me.
Eating and swallowing me whole.
Tears are yet to fall,
The feeling is still here, it lingers.
Like a fog over the road,
Blocking the view of helpless drivers.
Oh am I as helpless as them?
I think so.
Love; the most intense emotion.
But the most painfullest.
Since it twists it's way into heartache.
And heart brake soon follows.
Everything is confusing, at this time, right now.
The fog across my road begins to thicken.
What will I do?
And across long waters, I hear her call.
She tells me I need to stay.
Perhaps she's right.
Though I can't stop this feeling,
I know I can stop my actions,
That follow along with this feeling.
