When you know you're wrong?

I went walking by myself today.

Tonight I want to pray!

I'm losing hope on everything I love.

Is this a sign from heaven above?

Is god giving me a test?

I hope I pass this test, from the looks of it, it looks like I'm failing this test.

I see people being happy and I'm not happy right now.

I wonder who gave these people the happy pills.

Are they having sex everyday is that what makes them climb up those hills?

I'm still here, I'm still here barely breathing but holding on.

I'll never explode like a bomb.

I'm too powerful to give or fail.

I might just find a different trail.

I might just find a trail I can trust.

All I really want on this earth is love.

I want to know for sure that someone will always be there for me.

But I think I can make it on my own, if that someone doesn't cross my path.

I thought I found the right someone but she acts like she wants to move on.

How can you keep on stepping through life when you know you're wrong?