The empty Chair

I Should probably start by saying it was my fault.
You didn't want to board that plane.
i forced you and i blame myself everyday.

You told me over and over "can't it wait"
i Said "daddy its My birthday!"

Right before you said "ill Be there its your day for you to shine"
Also added
"Never thought I'd see the day where you would turn 9"

You Boarded .
Unknowing your fate.
That would be your last and final day.
You siting next to a man who would soon take down the plane.
The Day New york would never forget.
you, a victim .
which every single minute i regret.

On my wall there's a picture of you holding me as a Baby .
in that rocking chair.
You were the only one that Cared.
now i won't dare sit in that rocking chair.
Because you Simply can't be gone.

You Never did anything wrong!
i Would give Back my 9 years just to Let you be here.

Daddy hope you see me from heaven and your smiling dear.
So here i Stand on my graduation day.
Grown up.
And i still Can't help but think god is to blame.
He took the one thing i needed in My life .
Now i Can't manage to put away the Knife.
I've Made it This far.
i hope your Proud.
soon we will both be smiling down.
Don't worry daddy.
your baby girl`s coming.
its Getting harder to breathe but one less breathe brings you closer to me.
soon i will see you near the Golden gates.
Can't wait for the love that awaits.
this will be my last line.
its getting hard to see.
its getting cold and the light is Getting Brighter.
Goodbye earth.
Hello Father.