I got to grow up and be a man someday

I'm tired of being depressed but people are making me that way.

When I'm happy people act like they want to see me sad, people are crazy.

Why am I worrying myself to death over somebody who doesn't love me?

She probably does care about me.

I'm just too young for her, I have to get that through my fat mind.

She's not worried how I feel but I'm always going to worry how she feels.

I'm being too hard on myself.

I think I might need some help.

No one is going to help me in the way I need help.

Sometimes I just want to yell!

I'll keep it in, I want to think some today.

She can get with any dude she wants but none of those dudes are going to be better than me.

There are tons of women out there so why am I sweating her.

There is no woman like her out there.

She just drives me wild.

But I don't drive her wild.

Well I might drive her wild when I bug her to death.

I just don't want to do something I will regret.

I got to grow up and be a man someday.