Wow! and I hate large explanations. I remember the time I gave my self to him and at first the fear that filled me the fear of the unknown then I was enveloped by that unknown warm and feeling of belonging I had never experienced before and I knew Christ lived and am still in wonder of him and all he gives me daily. A thought of him now can take away my daily disappointment and the sadness we are reminded of by the news and a silent prayer to him always fills me with hope of what lays ahead'

Sorry I digress that is how much your poem effected me.

I was really impress with the overall message, as you know yet the way you out this together and it follow as well as the surprising way you made up each stanza makes this quite unique, Love each emphasised bracketed explanation after each initial line and it actually works and get the attention of the reader or at least this reader.
I am not familiar with this wonder if you contrived it or were it came from?
All I can say is a great poem that filled me with awe Ray S 5/5