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by Seth Rowley Jul 9, 2009 category : Internet slang / life, society
I'm tired of whining and complaining it doesn't do any good. I just wish people would see me as a good dude. I know the world doesn't revolve around me. I'm very clear of that. I need you more than you'll ever know. I miss you when you are not walking with me. I just like talking to you as friends do. It don't matter if I have a crush on you. All the time I feel like I can't make it no more. Than I realize I need to make it because I don't know what my future has in store. I'm not going to walk away just because you want me to. I'll always be here bugging you. It wouldn't be me if I didn't bug you. I think you would think something was wrong with me. My stomach hurts I just got through eating a double quarter pounder meal at McDonald's. I know you have stuff to do and you are a busy lady but I hate it when people don't answer my calls. What if I was calling you for something important? But to me there is nothing that important. I guess I won't let myself be all the way happy. When I'm happy it backfires on me and I'm in a bad mood again. No one will tell me how to constantly win. I know there's gonna be some stepping stones I got to step on. I know most of the time I am wrong. Ladies don't see the real me, they just see the guy that I portray myself to be. I want to be patient but what if I wait for something that never comes true. What if I don't know what to do? I'm not stupid I'm not going to kill myself over no female. I just wish I had a female, hopefully a real pretty Mexican female. Any female will work for me though, I have dreams that I want to follow. I want mansions and money but also money isn't everything. Maybe I'm just confused, I don't know what I want, I wake up everyday, I don't know what I want. I am content and still breathing. I will never tell you I am leaving. I think we could make this almost like heaven on earth. All we have to do is put in work. I shouldn't get mad when people have different opinions than me. I'm quiet I do not talk when I disagree. You might get me to change my mind if I'm good and ready. Don't think I won't do something because you ain't got the balls to bet me!